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26 Hrs To Fly To Indy…

I’m here finally, but it was a travel nightmare.  Leaving CO Springs to catch my connection in Denver took 6 hours due to weather.  Once in Denver, at midnight, I saw more people than I’ve ever seen at midnight in an airport…actually more people than I’ve ever seen in anywhere.  Denver airport was basically shut down not taking flights IN or OUT for about 6 hours. My connecting flight was still there, but they left me by 4 minutes. I even ran through the airport to get there and they still left me. What’s 4 minutes when you’ve waited 4 hrs?   After waiting at 3 separate counters to find out what I could do, the lady at the counter said, “I can’t do this anymore, I have to take a 10 minute break,” and she walked away. I was pretty much calm up until that point .  It was her job to suck it up and just help people.  I even managed to smile at her before asking her question, knowing that I had to race the next night and it was now 1am in the morning.

I eventually found someone who could help. She told me not to wait for my luggage (because it could take 2-4 hrs) but to go find a hotel and go sleep. I was put on the next flight out to Indy (9am the next day).   Well, should I even mention how  all the hotels were booked?   How I walked around in the storm  to go find a vacant hotel and that the one hotel I had made reservations with didn’t have a shuttle for 45 minutes forcing me to look elsewhere?  I finally went to sleep at 3am.

That night I had nightmares of two United flight attendants I graciously allowed to stay in my hotel room since everything was booked (we all had the same flight out in the morning).  When I woke up in the morning, they were gone and I had missed my flight!  I literally woke up swearing and thought my dream was real!  HAHA, but it wasn’t really funny.

The next day, my flight was delayed again. I got to Indy at 5pm, my race was at 9:30.  So I was trying to relax and get myself together to just go and race anyway…hoping I wouldn’t get a major ass whooping, but as I was getting up to go the weather must of followed me from Colorado.  A huge thunderstorm swept in and I thought there was NO WAY they would have the meet and finally I just said “The Hell With This.”   They had the meet.   I saw it on Flowtrack, but it was at 2am!  I would of just crumbled if I had to wait around for hours as tired as I already was.

So I race again on Wednesday.  All is not lost.  I feel almost normal again today, but need to sleep hard again tonight. I will do a hard 600m tomorrow in the AM on the track.

My mother said, “it’s just not fun to travel like it use to be.”   ….Fun? It’s not even tolerable!

Getting Ready For Racing In Indianapolis

So, I’m going to be late to the party but I can still have fun.  These past weeks I’ve been working on very specific lactic acid type workouts at race pace.   A ligament in the back of my knee started acting up on Sunday while I was considering going to Nashville to race this weekend. I really needed to race today in TN, but with the knee and missing some serious workouts to race one evening (with USAs coming in a few weeks), I had to plan on Indy instead this weekend.  I REALLY hope there are some fast girls there in the 800m.

The knee problem  is interesting. I hardly ever have mechanical injuries (probably because I run barefoot so much). I went to a chiropractor and they said my neck was screwed up (my C1) and I already knew that thing was screwed up.

They took x-rays and what’s funny is that with all those x-rays, they couldn’t find out that my rib was POPPED OUT.  I have been training for who knows how long with a rib popped out. How’d I find out? Well, I wasn’t so happy with the first chiropractor. I felt like she was missing something and trying to put me on a program designed for the masses. I’m an athlete! I need special treatment when it comes to these things!  I know my body. I wanted to be able to point out everything and let her fix it right there, but that didn’t happen.  I got the standard neck and back “pop.”

I called Dr. Josh Glass ( he was at USAs) and told me he knew some good guys here in Colorado Springs.  I was seen quickly and met Dr. Matthews (avid runner, fan, and very good physical therapy doc).  He used ART technique on my neck, popped my rib back into place, and fixed up my ligament.  I felt great afterward and knew I just got EXACTLY what I needed.  I’m so glad that it’s not in my nature to be complacent!

So I’ll be seeing Dr. Matthews and I’m excited about getting the treatment I need.

I’ve been doing some running since that visit and I cannot believe how much easier it is to run.  I wish I had known sooner, but it just goes to show you that everything is a learning curve…even when you have been in a sport for a very long time.  It’s just so easy to chalk things up to “hard training.”

Today I run a time trail in the 800m and then tomorrow I blast 200s.  I’ll have a few more intense workouts at the beginning of the week and then I will go race. I look forward to it.

I STILL HAVE NO IDEA HOW THIS ALTITUDE TRAINING IS GOING TO FACTOR IN! To try to combat getting “burned up” in a race, I’m sticking to the times in intervals..even at altitude. That means 25 for 200s, for example.

Off to the gym to get my “swole on”………………..

Get my Swole on – 1 definition – To work out, usually with weights. To get bigger by working out.

The Decision

No, it’s not bad or anything.   For some reason (maybe because the altitude), it took me forever to get acclimated to running up here again (I got here in the middle of March).  This past week I’ve finally gotten into the swing of things.  I do a time trail tomorrow hopefully, but later today I have to go get my foot checked. I think it’s just an adjustment issue and the bone in my foot needs to be manipulated.  However, I can tell  if I do not do something this could become a big problem as it’s keeping me from running today.   I guess I could run on it, but it’s not worth it.

The other good news is that the Bosnian girl here who runs the 800m/400m went to NYC to see a doctor about her knee and she should be training hard by the end of this year…which means I have a very good training partner and we both get a long very well.  Her coach, Usari (a fantastic Morrocan distance runner, who ran college here), is coming back to Co Springs today with his friend Khalid Khannouchi (World Record marathoner).   It’s nice to have supportive, friendly people around that I LIKE.

Because it’s taken me so long to get myself together and I’ve missed loads of races (March-April is a good track racing time), I’ve decided to train really hard for the next few weeks here ( REALLY, REALLY, REALLY HARD) and then open up in Indianapolis at this twilight series.  There will be 3 races, a few days apart and I will qualify for USAs there, which will be days away.

I still have no idea how the altitude is going to play out.  This year is really a learning year. I do not know my body yet as far as how I react when going back down and how many days (etc) I will need to adjust and run a fast 800m.  It may be I need a week, not just a few days, at a lower elevation.

Because I don’t know these factors, I plan on racing this entire summer because I have a hunch that I will have a serious breakthrough sometime this season if I do keep racing.  I must race and keep training this entire summer until late into the track season.

That’s the plan.  This is my comeback.

Time To Race- part 2

It pretty much goes like this, if you don’t feel like doing it…don’t do it.  Friday I was walking to the track and it started snowing and I was totally thrown off.  I was getting ready to go do 150s and it was snowing sideways.  So I did what anyone would do in that position, I turned around, went to the grocery store and went home to cook a HUGE meal (because I was freezing and all of a sudden VERY hungry). 

 Apparently, I was freezing on Saturday as well.  This race was in Ft. Collins and I really could not get it together before the race. I actually thought about just scratching a few minutes before the race. I think I probably should of.  I’m not sure what I got out of racing yesterday (pretty much nothing as it was NO indication of my fitness level).   I guess it was just validation of the fact that when it doesn’t “feel” right, just save it for another day.  I got a sore throat that I was able to get rid of by sleeping 12 hrs last night.   The next time this happens during a racing day, I’m just not racing. The next time this happens during a training day, I’m going to the indoor track and still do hard  training. 

I had a friend who said, ” atleast you got out there and raced.”  I may of thought like this 10 years ago and these distance coaches love to say this shit (pardon the expressive language). They love to do this “be tough” lingo.  I’m obviously one tough broad and I am past the point of needing validation for this.  I’m here to do big things and I’m not interested in wearing myself thin and ragged.   I really need to start planning better and I’m apparently using this first year to learn this (all over again since my 5 year “timeout”). 

It was just too cold for me and with “girl-time-fatigue,” I should of just packed it up and gone back to the barn.  The good news is that no other negative consequence occured aside from me just getting pissy about running so crappy and spending the time/energy to go there.  There was one good bit of news: running a 62 first lap, was almost like walking.

I have no problems with running DIVAS.  Distance runners ALWAYS make fun of sprinters because of their “I ain’t running when it’s cold or rainy”  attitude.   I can train in crap conditions, but I totally understand NOT racing in these conditions. There’s NO POINT to it, unless there is a huge amount of money on the other side of the finish line.   This is not an issue about being “tough” like so many ”distance”  runners think it is. 

Going to do my taxes now …sweet.

Time To Race

It’s about time for me to start racing again for the outdoor season.  I spent the last two months training through a move to Co Springs.  I don’t feel like I’m really settled in yet, but atleast I have a bed and a couch (still no kitchen table!).  I don’t know how this will affect my outdoor season, but I have to keep reminding myself that all I need to do is 1) stay healthy 2) remember this is my first year back in 5 years of NO RUNNING and 3) keep the pressure low.

For instance, on Monday it was kind of cold here. I got out on the track to do this workout and I just struggled to get through it. In fact, it was so bad that I went home crying and ate two pints of ice cream.  Next day, it was 76 and I decided to go back to the track for “round two” and it all came together. I was running 300s in 40 (at elevation!) with  a 20 mph head wind coming into the last 100m for each 300 (pushing me back a few seconds- 200s were through in 26s).  You don’t need drugs to get hair on your chest…just run in some of this wind up here! Yesterday, it was “hurricane force” strong (70mph).

Back when I had such a good year right out of college in 2004, I remember being in New Mexico and telling my coach that I just couldn’t get through those 300s in 42  at 5,400 feet….now I have a really bad day here and come back even better (and I’m atleast  6,000 feet).  So right now, I have no idea what to expect in racing or training.  What I’m really trying to do is get some consistency here. That’s why I moved.  My goal is to get consistent so that I can prep for 2011 and 2012 (Olympics).  If I can get in the groove for the outdoor season, I’ll be so happy. If I don’t, I’m going to try not to get down about it.

I’m racing tomorrow in Ft. Collins. This week has been wishy-washy. ..just like the weather. I’m hoping it ain’t freezing because it’s pretty hard to sprint when it’s below 50 degrees, but I have to see what kind of shape I’m in.  Time is ticking down to USAs.

Photo by Ed Flores (www.bodyandline.com)

Photo by Ed Flores (www.bodyandline.com)

Palm Springs For LIA Conference -Fun Trip to LA/ Joshua Tree

This past weekend I really wanted to run Mt. Sac or the Puma Mile in Berkley, but I had prior obligations to speak at the LIA Conference (Lyme Induced Autism).  I was going to try to do it all and fly into LA to race and then drive to Palm Springs, but I just decided I could not do everything.   

I flew into LA on Friday and didn’t realize that the Coachella music festival in Palm Springs was this weekend…which means, ME with every rocker from LA (and their skanks or multiple girlfriends) were driving to Palm Springs. 90 miles in 7 hrs! I thought about getting out and running or walking, several times.  I could of atleast gotten a workout in, but instead I just listened to some West Coast “California Slide” rap on the radio (like TOO SHORT- LOL). 

*There was a band playing called “Deer Tick” and they probably should of played at the conference (bad joke).

When I got into Palm Springs, I ate at this Thai place (I ate an entire hen- I was starved).  When I took a breather from my eating, I looked up and noticed that every single table in the place was filled with groups of men…no women.  Guys talking about their skanky boyfriends and older guys talking about their plants and hems being wrong in their pants.  I had no idea Palm Springs was like the Miami of the West Coast!   It must be like the desert oasis for gay men, which means it’s probably a really fun place!

The conference was good, but I really didn’t get to spend as much time there as I wanted. So I will have to watch the presentations this week or next.  I had to prep for my own Friday morning and the day just flew bye.   I had way too much to talk about and had only 60 minutes. I ran over about 25 minutes and didn’t even get to take questions.

I went to Joshua Tree on Sunday. I was only about 45 minutes from the park and I wanted to see it. So Sunday morning I went to take a look for 4 hrs.  It was peaceful and just what I wanted at that particular time.

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Later on Sunday, I went to eat lunch with a friend in Beverly Hills that I haven’t seen in a number of years. He produces movies and knows all the “stink” in Hollywood.  I’m glad I’m not in his business, what a stressful job. Honestly, he seemed very tense at first, but after about an hour he seemed to be way more relaxed.   We hung out at this old farmer’s market place and I had to sit in traffic to get there.  He’s a real gentlemen (which is very attractive to me) and I probably would let him “hollar” at me if I lived there. WINK WINK  :)

He said you get desensitized from it after you are there for awhile, but I can’t imagine getting use to something like that. I think LA has a slight overpopluation problem. Nothing a huge earthquake can’t take care of….I’M KIDDING!  Of course, another option would be to sprinkle birth control in all the food shipped to that region. …HEY, I’m JUST SAYING!

I’m going to get back to serious training starting Tuesday. I did a crazy workout right before I left, but now it’s been three days of rest so I’ll be ready to get things going again tomorrow.  :)

Colorado Springs For A Year- The “tryout”

One of the worst parts of being an athlete is moving around. At first, it’s fun and exciting. You go places, you meet people and it’s fun.  Then you get tired of following coaches around or moving somewhere just because your coach is there.  And with track and field, you never know where a coach is going to be from year to year. I’m an adult now and pretty much sick of the run around.  So I decided to just live somewhere that was good for training…no matter who is there. If I have to do everything myself (obviously with the support of family and friends), so be it. I’ve been running since I was 5 and I doubt any one coach is going to know more about my body then me.

I really thought I would go back to Orlando after the Indoor track season, but something happened. I realized I made big strides and I did it myself.  I felt somewhat liberated by NOT having to answer to a coach.  I don’t mind it, it’s just when you have a training group that is ultra competitive (while there are huge advantages) there are huge disadvantages. You may feel forced to train hard on a day that you KNOW in your heart you shouldn’t be doing. You know that if you workout hard, it might take 3 days recovery instead of 1 day. You know you might be digging your own ditch, but you feel sucked into it.   With my past health issues with Lyme disease, I just can’t go there.  I have done well because, now that I’m more mature, I actually listen to my body. I can read it.  I don’t know too many coaches who respect that.  Then ones who do, are gems.

Brooks always respected my feelings about my health and how I was responding to training, but the problem was not him, it’s Orlando. I simply hate Orlando. It’s hot as hell, flat and boring and so humid it almost gives me an afro (and not that I’m concerned about my hair, but it makes for very hard training if you run ANYTHING over 800m. I’m seriously considering the 400 through the 1500m.  Part of training well is about being inspired. I had ZERO inspiration there and I was tired of putting ice backs in my groin between sets..just so I didn’t throw up from the heat.

Life is just different now.  I want some kind of home base.

So I think I might of gotten lucky. Yesterday I was on the track and met a Moroccan runner.  He was telling me about everyone who trains here in Colorado Springs. I was shocked. I’m NOT alone.  I’m not sure why I haven’t run into these people yet, but I surely did yesterday. There is a Bosnian girl who runs 400-800m who might be perfect for training and I also heard that some American girl named Jenny is training with Julie Henner at  Air Force. ..which also could be perfect for training.  Not to mention I can go to Pueblo (a city about 50 minutes from here and is at “only” 3,000 feet) to do speed work.  It’s perfect.

So I came back to a place I really liked, to settle in for a year and train high. I am still running Outdoors this year, but my focus after this season is 2011 and 2012 (obviously very big track years).   Hopefully I have made the right decision, but at some point you have to take a gamble (or you could say a guess) and I just did. I really hope it works out.  I’m tired of moving  sh*t out of my way.

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Nuggets Game “athletes are lazy”

I went with a friend last week to a Nuggets game. I haven’t watched pro basketball in a long time and I can see why so many people like college better. While the players may not be the best of the best, the rivalry makes the games more interesting.   I honestly thought the Nuggets were being lazy, in fact, I thought they were a much better team then the Wizards, but it’s like they were playing just to beat them as easily as possible….it was obvious.  And there is so much going on at the games that you can’t even focus on the game. There was a nice tie in with Carmelo Anthony’s new kicks (his Nikes) that someone won.  I thought maybe the dancers flinging their hair around was probably more interesting, because atleast it looked like they were exerting effort.  

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back at it again in Colorado Springs

Well, I’m back where I started training in October of last year. I’ve been away for about 3 months racing and trying to get use to being back on the track in meets. 

I’ve been trying to find a place this past week which has been kind of stressful.  I’ve already started to train moderately and tomorrow it will get tough again.  I will run 60 x 100m with 15 sec rest between each one, 4 minutes rest between each set of 10.  I will be hitting them in 15-16 pace, although I’ll try to go faster. Doesn’t seem real fast, but at altitude with short rest, by the third set you are looking to see how close the trash can is, just in case you need to go barf.  I’m super sore as I lifted weights last night on my legs for the first time in two months. I was racing way too much to be able to lift and then go race, so I stopped. I did plenty of lifting in the fall and winter.  Now, I start back up again and everything is hurting (just for the time being). 

It snowed yesterday and I did a tempo run in it…thought I was going to die after two miles, but tomorrow it will be 60 degrees…go figure.  Training here has got me looking at the weather channel everyday. 

I will contact Coach Brooks today and talk to him about this coming season. I’m really hoping to use the Olympic Training Center’s sports medicine while I’m here.   I understand many runners are in Chula Vista, but I’m here in the Springs and I like it..for now, so I want to be able to use what is available.  I’m waiting to hear back from Duffy Mahoney (I called him on Wednesday and have yet heard from him and I know they are back from Worlds now).  I’ve heard a lot of bad things about the management of USATF and I hope that I will not be encountering it because I’m quite vocal.  I’ve already been through hell and I’m back and won’t be going anyway anytime soon.   People should be nice to me, but I’m totally prepared for them NOT to be.  Either way, it will not deter me from what I’m getting ready to do.

On a great note, I called the photographer friend of mine who shot the pictures for the cover of my new book. I had not been able to get a hold of him since the summer of last year.  I had a feeling he was not well and I was right. Thankfully he is recovered and is feeling better. He mentioned something funny about having illness and it becoming a tool that prepares you for the next step in life. He said he wasn’t ready for the success and from being ill, he feels like his journey/life/attitude/etc. has made it possible for him to accept it.  Needless to say, he’s an amazing photographer and I think those pictures we took are going to be AWESOME!

heavy thoughts

Yep, all it took was a little bit of resting. It’s been 11 days since I started getting sick and today I woke up with all my symptoms cleared up.  I just had to STOP and just give it a rest for a little while, but am still so sad about not making the World Championship team. 

 I guess it was crazy to think that I could be gone for half a decade fighting this terrible disease, get healthy, train for a few months and win it all…but that’s where my mind is at.  There is no shaking my mindset these days…so I guess I am crazy.  Not so much crazy, just confident in who I am and what I have.  So as my friend, Kenta Bell said, “you just keep chopping wood and that tree is going to fall eventually.”

 Today I’ve been finalizing the last section in my book.  It was honestly very difficult to write (no ghost writer),  my words and thoughts only.  The worst part of writing the book was that I have to relive things I just don’t want to remember anymore, certain sections just can’t be ready without tearing up. Trying to train and race and write this book has been hell.  My mind is now on moving forward and the book just keeps bringing me back to that dark place, but having the words on paper has been a release and I guess the best part if that I know this book is going to help a lot of people suffering from autoimmune disease.  I hope it entertains the possibility of a full recovery, even those who feel like there is no hope. 

I hate it when I hear people say I recovered fully because I am an athlete. When people read how sick I really was hopefully they will understand that my drive and intention to get healthy at all costs was what got me healthy.  Being an athlete had very little to do with it, if anything, just helped me with the dedication of getting fully healthy..as it takes great dedication to keep going in sports after you get your ass kicked and still think you’re good enough for World Records.

Getting ready to go back to Colorado Springs now for more training …..and chopping wood.

I’ll be speaking at the L.I.A Conference in April about my protcol to beat Lyme Disease.

I Speak At The L.I.A Conference April 15th

I Speak At The L.I.A Conference April 15th